Thursday, June 07, 2007

kittentits

So this is me. Why am I alive? What is this life for? Just another 18-24 demographic blip bemoaning the seeming purposelessness of life, the hard questions that have no real answer. It's hard. Allow me this, just to say it's so hard. It probably be better with friends, companions, a lover, what have you. But I don't keep everyone at arm's length, I keep them in a different zip code. I hide from people I used to know when I see them somewhere, pretending not to see them. Why? I have no answers, I have no answers, I have no answers...

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

you need to have more self esteme. or just someone to lend u an ear. Email me if you need a friend.......bmo_4fun2@yahoo.com

tarnishedtype said...

don't hide from me. come over and i'll make you pancakes and we can watch I HEART HUCKABEES. Friday at 4:30pm?

Deirdre said...

I understand.

Anonymous said...

I understand...sometimes I do not want to see people from long ago, and wish that I could dissappear in those moments. I miss you, dear Sean. It's been sooo long since we've talked...or written. I hope you are having a good summer. Mine has just been - nothing too exciting.