take this weight...away

Goddamnit, I miss you with everything I've got. This distance doesn't belong between us and everything's all wrong. I wish I could eat every inch of dirt and asphalt and sky between you and me. There is no one and nothing else. And it hurts so much to say, it hurts so bad. And I know it hurts you too, and I'm so sorry. But how can we pretend it is any other way? When I said I loved you, I said it like I had never said anything before. Like nothing else before really counted. And yet, here we are. Far apart. With no choices. And no way not to hurt.