Only two days until a massively unpleasant bus ride back to Chicago - then to my house. I am not looking forward to seeing my folks again. It's not out of anger, really, I just don't want to talk to them for a while.
I'm going crazy with cabin-fever down here in Texas. I need a break from the friends I'm with and from just... I don't know. Myself? I've been feeling better, I guess, but I'm still pervaded by this very acute sense of loneliness and dissatisfaction. It seems unending. What is wrong with me that I feel like this? That I've felt like this for years? This is really starting to scare me.
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It's very kind of you to say that I'm a good friend. Thank you. I hope that in some small way, I help you to see that you're not alone. :)
I hope you have a safe trip home. I understand wanting more distance between you and your parents and I hope that gets better sooner than later.
I know this detachment you feel won't last forever. You just have to hang in there. My thoughts are with you. *hug*
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