Saturday, December 01, 2007

Debbie Downer

Man. Still pretty busted up about this whole situation. "Time heals all wounds". Total bullshit. Time doesn't heal a damn thing - you just learn how to adapt to living with whatever is hurting you. It never scabs over. That's why out of nowhere, someone will mention something and it reminds you of whatever happened and it hurts just as bad as it did all that time ago.

I feel ugly and stupid and unwanted. Some days breathing is barely worth the effort. Ugh.

1 comment:

Deirdre said...

It does get better in time. It's just that for some, the time it takes feels like an eternity.

Hang in there.